Had been sleeping late recently, panda eyes r hunting mi down sobs. Got back all my MYE pp alr, all i can say is, its disappointing. will be starting my tuition during d june holidays. sianz frm pri sch had been attending tution til sec 3 due to my poor results in d past.(especially math, i hate it !) Tinks are troubling mi tis few days, im feeling so sick n tired yet i cant help it. GOD SAVE THIS GAL PLS! she dun wana b in luv anymor. it hurts too much. Stayed back wif jeff n sandeep (n mr teo whom we asked to join us for awhile in our conversation lols) tdy to discuss abt poa, while waiting for d pouring rain to stop. saw wei jing n zi cong lata on n left nt long aftr. Wanted to watch angels n demons bt stil haven made up my mind if i shld watch as O lvls is 3 months away from mi !!! Oso stil tinking hu shld i call to join mi. Sumtyms i do wish im nt the peiling now, bcos d strong n cheerful her had long gone.

On little more than rumors and lies, Franciso Vazquez de Coronado traveled up from Mexico in search of Quivira, one of the seven legendary cities of gold. For years, he and his army pushed to the north. Many of his men were killed. Disease, bitter cold, and marauding tribes all conspired against him, but Coronado persisted.

And when, at last, Coronado found Quivira, his disappointment was too profound for words. The towns of Quivira were little more than thatched huts and fire pits. And so, Coronado simply turned about, leading his army back to the south.

What Coronado couldn't have known was that he had been within feet of a hidden underground passageway to the only city of gold there ever truly was, the true genesis of every imagined golden city and every fountain of youth: the kingdom of Isidora.

The Quivira tribe had not told Coronado because they knew that, even if they had led him into Isidora, the gold he had sought would be useless. The truth, known only to the Quivira elders, was that gold was the least of Isidora's treasures.

The real treasure of Isidora was the nature of the land itself. Once a man arrives in Isidora, he will not remember the value of gold. He will not remember the value of anything, for what matter. From the empty streets of its ancient, golden capital spreads the land of Isidora, a land without memory, where every need is met and every sadness is forgotten.

dedicated to all my loved ones.=)

School started as per normal tdy n as usual i "rushed" to d bus stop. Tinking tt 187 will b late, i decided to walk to 98 bus stop. Bt lata end up regretting as half way through.. 187 pass mi ... wth. well at least i didnt late for sch, if yes i tink my OM gonna kill mi alr. hahhas has been late consistently for 6 tyms. Got back my math pp 1 tdy.. damn dissapointed. tot i did scored cos i find d pp easy bt .. hahas 42/80. tink im gtin a tuitor soon during d june holidays. haiz. aftr sch went jp to hav my lunch wif chiao chen, sandeep n jeff at jp in subway. went home aft tt, fell aslp in bus n woke up wif a knock on my head -.-" so pain. reached hm n went for my nap hahas! woke up at 7plus n skipped my dinner.. such nice weather ~

whew.... finally done wif uploading my pics =) ytd nite went to JW stadium for jogging... jog till i now muscle ache =.= aftrwhich zi chao came n we chat chat chat till i reach hm hahas! bt oso hav to apologise to him as he sent mi hm den he no bus hm Zzz ... nxt tym i hav to kp my mouth shut le .. hahas n the day before ytd went to Kbox at marina to celebrate my dearest hua hua (SHU XUAN) big day XD oso HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY !! well hope u did enjoyed yrself ^^ aftr celebrating her bday, initially wanted to go hm bt i ended up at pioneer stat. hahas. den frm dere i walked to 99 bus stop for bus hm. guess i went to visit my long missed mermorises agn. stil rmb zi chao tot mi a very meaningful sentence, "we can't go back to d past for d present has change it " =) thx zi chao u tot mi a lesson n i will rmb it by hard.n here goes all d picx......the drink store =)The nite scenery outside esplanet (duno hw to spell) bt its damn romantic n we saw lots of couples.. well if i did hav a bf in d future i confirm bring him dere XD it writes "please apologise when in the wrong" =)Zi cong u r caught on d camera!! My pretty kangli (from d left), kar ling, kai ting ^^Shu xuan n emily =)eh sth dere ?MY CUTIE PIE !! (she's gonna kill mi agn hahas!When tinks gets broing for mi ~
Last of all to end tis post, the sweet couple =)

Rules and regulation of the tag:All 20 people must do unless you don't have a blog.Write the names of 16 friends you can think of in your head,And then answer the questions,Say you're guessing if you don't know,But at least guess on all of them.After doing this,tag your 20 unlucky friends to do the same.

1.Ying mei
2.Chiao zhen
3.Zi chao
4.Kangli
5.Jia li
6.June
7.Justine
8.Le ting
9.Pei fen
10.Yen ting
11.Shu xuan
12.Tze Qin
13.Gabriel
14.Shawn
15.Joleen
16.Cassandra
17.Rona
18.Jmin
19.Shi peng
20.Mei mei

1. How did you meet 7? (Justine)-At 1st in friendster den bugis.

2.What would you do if you and 15 had never met? (Joleen)-Impossible ba she used to b my neighbour n closest fren =) (moved hse)

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (Meimei n ying mei)- I wld go bang wall.

4. Have you seen 17 cried? (Rona)-erm i tink so ...

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (Cassandra n Kangli)- No lesbians pls

6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (Shu xuan)- yes she has a kind hart =)

7. What's 2 favourite colour? (Chiao zhen)- Orange =.=

8. When was the last time you talked to 9? (Pei fen)-Thurs in sch .

9. What language does 8 speaks? (Le ting)- chinese? lols

10. Who is 13 going out with? (Gabriel)- Teng yin ?

11. Would you ever date 17? (Rona)- no? i nt les pls.

12. Where does 18 live? (Jmin)- Near my sch ^^

13. What's the best thing about 4? (Kangli)- she's damn cute !

14. What would you like to tell 10 rite now? (Yen ting)- good luck for yr coming O's !

15. What's the best thing about 20? (Mei mei)-She understands how i feel =)

16. Have you ever kiss 2? (Chiao zhen)- no but soon XD

17. What's the best memory you have of 5? (Jia li)- She always call mi meat meat =.=

18.Whens the nxt time u gonna see 4? (Kangli)-Tmr?

19. How is 7 different from 6? (Justine n June)-1 used to be my lao gong another 1 is my current lao gong ^^

31. Have you gotten into trouble with 8? (Le ting)-hahas my memorises wif her only contain d good ones?

32. Would you give 19 a hug? (Shi peng )-eh no ? if i did i tink he wil tink im crazy lols

33. When have you lied to 3? (Zi chao)- No.. i tell him almost everything hahas !

34. Is 11 good at socializing? (Shu xuan )-i tink so she's friendly?

35. Do you know a secret about 8? (Le ting)-hahas ya! we used to shared our secrets!!

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18. (Tze qin n Jmin)-- Total strangers to each other .

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9? (Pei fen)- She's my nu er ! =D

38. What's the worst thing about 6? (June)-never giv mi $$ =x

39. Do you have a crush on 12? (Tze qin) - she's my cousin -.-"

40. How long have you known 2? (Chiao zhen)- since sec 1 ?

41. Does 11 have any girlfriend/boyfriend? (Shu xuan )- nope single n availdble hahas !

42. Have you wanted to punch 1 in the face? (ying mei)-no ? never =)

43. Have 20 meet your parents? (Mei mei)- i guess so whn she came my hse ?

44. How did you meet 11? (shu xuan)- School :)

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? (Zi chao)- No! Ofcos i won't ^^

46. Did you live close to 7? (Justine)- No bt i wish to.

47. What's 8 favourite food? (Le ting)- hahas she kinda eat only vege ?

48. What kind of car does 1 have? (ying mei )- Toy Car :P

49. Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before? (Pei fen)- East coast park counted ?

50. If you gave 14 a $100 ,What would he/she spent on? (Shawn)- i tink he wld save it up =)

Tagged by Le ting.

Jus had my breakfast n woke up from a nightmare which brought mi to tears. Omg so scary ... anw lets see wat ppr im left wif for my MYE, math pp2, phy n my sci MCQ ... n june holidays!! XD n now a brief summary of wat i did ytd...went to East Coast park wif my nu er Pei fen, jia li, yen ting, hai xiang, adrain, cyrus , lao gong june n kar ling joined us in our lata part of d journey. Reached bedok ard 2 n had our lunch in d market den off to get taxi. upon reaching, i finally saw wat i wanted to see for so long ... d great expanse of d sea!! i really missed tt place much, n d sea bleeze... everytink is jus simply nice =) Following, we went to rent our bilkes hahas at d same tym comparing d rates. At last we finally make up our mind to choose d bicycle shop which oso provide roller blate rental cos dey say dey can giv us 3hrs of rental at 2hr fees XD so aftr choosing our bikes we went cyclin. Intially, we planned to cycle to OCH bt due to d tym shortage.. we only manage to cycle out of east coast.. ard area H as my bike was found faulty earlier n thx adrain!! He actually went on d extra mile to cycle back n change a new bike for mi. Must b hard on him as i can see... d bike is much mor smaller den his due to my size.. no laughin! well bt i noe u will so nvm =) im short i abmit hahhs ! proud of myself ! Went pass all d same old roads which i last went inorder to gt to och...mermorises certainly were brought back to life. I jus miss my past, it all seems to b perfect. Although it was raining tt tym he stil insisted to cycle mi back, in his arms i felt so secured. It was nt a short journey n it took us 4hrs!! so can't imagine hw tired he was ba =) bt he made it through. well tt's d past..back to d present, lata on we decide to go to d jetty instead as we can't gt to OCH .. sadd.bt aftr all, i did had alot of fun.enjoyed myself ^^ weird post i noe.. bt jus look at wats bhind us ! hahas aunty cyrus taking a photo of our bikes!my pretty yenting n peifen =D ate their sweets ? hahas ! Me n my lao gong !
n lastly grp photo !!( with 2 guys missing n 1 at d back =.= )

Jus woke up from nap ... so hot til i cant slp anymor =.= Had my eng ppr tdy, althought i found it easy bt i stil flunk d ppr. hahas! cos of d damn gd weather outside which makes mi so slpy... oso thx to ytd tt i didnt had a gd slp, woke up in d middle of d nite 1am plus to swtich on my air-con (cannot ta han so stuffy!) and readers u will see mi on9 mor often as i wana kp myself bz rather den having my mind wonder off. So do tok to mi!! hahas. n tmr is my hist n ss ppr wish mi sum luck? Gonna hav my dinner now. bbye!
All the broken dreams, take everytink, jus take it away.

Jus woke up from my ugly slp hahas as my eyes were swollen now. Tdy wil b a start of everytink new =) found sumtink missing? yup Justine. I have deleted everytink abt him. Msn, Friendster, Facebook, Blog n most imp hp no. Not bcos i hate him or tinks lidat. It's bcos i'hav learnt to let go. Mayb tinks shld'nt even b tt way. well i jus dun hav d courage to do it in d past, but im tryin hard. Talking is cheap so i'll put dem into actions. ^^ heez... mus b wondering y out of d sudden i gt back on track rite? it all hapn ytd. n i was told by my horoscope reading ytd was my "lucky" day. But in fact i felt lyk ytd was my worst day ever, tinks cldn't hav been so wrong. I quarrelled wif my mum. she cried, so did I.(but definitely nt infront of her, i noe she wld nv wana see mi cry) so i went out of my hse. Tinkin whr i shld go, my legs brought mi to the playgrd. I sat dere long. Wondering wat hav i been doing all tis 17yrs of my life, n i realise y am i always dependen on others? i hate it. i reali hate it. Bcos whn d one im dependen on left mi, i felt so lost. Or perhaps it's teachin mi a lesson, tinks wun always go by yr way, accept the way dey are. dun b obstinate. In the end, im always getting hurt. went hm 1hr lata. Took d quiz "What kind of gf are u?" hoping tt it might tell mi whr i went wrong. Bt it turn out to be 100% perfect =.= now u noe y i say its my worst day ever. Bcos tinks jus didnt turn out d way dere shld! n den whn i see my fren result, sorry u are nt d perfect gf ... n she's in a bgr now while im broken. i doubt dere's sumtink wrong wif d qiuz. Following another "debate" occured. I dun wana say wat is it n i blive d ppl oso dun wan mi too. And tis tym round, it reali cuts deep into my soul. It jus show wat type of ppl am i to u. It dissapoint mi. For all tis long, u dun even noe mi. U noe wat? it's not everytink tt u tot is true. Put yrself into other ppl shoes. wat for do i wana do tis. THINK pls. I dunid other ppl to pity mi. I have my own pride. n from here on, sum1 called mi out. I mus say i nid to thx tis ppl. Nt only tis ppl help mi got my math done, it free mi from wat i wana run away wif. U see, aftr all it was reali a tiring day as i cld say. i wana hav a min free. Ard 6plus, my dad drove to my hse here de void deck de study corner to fetch mi for dinner at lot1. Aft dinner, went hm n came On9 agn. The story doesn't end here. It only gt tinks more complicated. As i found out d tink which i was always lying to myself. I wun say how i gt to noe bt i dun wana noe! bcos tis tym round im nt sure if im able to take it. sum1 jus save mi pls. As soon as i came to my senses, d 1st tink i can tink of is to forget him.althought i noe tt's nt possible. Thus, i started to delete everytink abt him. Subsequently, i off my com n went to bed. Tears engulf mi. When i was abt to off my phone, my sweethart, chiao zhen called mi. I can't help it but confessed everytink to her. I love u baby! At least i noe dere's sum1 in tis world hu cared n understand mi. It's d longest phone conversation i had wif her. n long b4 tis, she actually knew tis was gg to hapn , she told mi to let go bt i didnt, i kp telling myself he wld come back 1 day. Hahas sayin tis i felt so stupid n foolish of myself. I regreted bcos im hurt now. I always do my best i can in tis bgr, bcos i wun wana lose d one i luv agn. i dun wana make d same mistaken i made 3yrs back. Bt no matter how hard i try, it all turn out d same, all sayin i left u bcos i didnt cherish u. Aft i hung up d phone, i did try to slp bt u noe i can't. so i spend d whole nite crying. I cried nt bcos i noe im leaving bt to all those memorises i noe it wld nv come back. I cried nt bcos i noe i hav lost to myself, bcos i noe i hav tried my best bt tinks jus dun turn out d way i tot dey wld be. I cried bcos i reali luved him. The end .