he's my 1st bf tat let mi noe wats luv. i found hapiness wif him even whn im jus standin bside him. i can hav nth bt nt him. i nv regret knowin him. i nv regret luvin him. tym wun change d feelin i feel towards him cos he's already a part of mi. i wanted 2 let go of him bt i cant althought i hav already broke up wif him. i cant control myself.. i called him even whn i noe his o levels is comin. he didnt blame mi . i missed him. i tried studyin 2 4gt abt him bt i cant study. my mind is full of ur memorises. i dissapointed my tchers. as i used 2 be a every subj top student. tis is only possible cos he was by my side. i noe wat he wan 4 in ur relationship was nt jus my dependent on him. i noe im runin away frm probs, bt wat else am i left wif 2 protect myself against all tis probs? my hart is broken. im lost . im confuse . im waitin 4 him 2 save mi frm the dark . im stil waitin even thought i noe he wil nt come. i stil cal him even thought i noe he wun pick up my cal.