Sry guys com was under repair for d past few daes thus unable to blog... n jus gt back my com ytd.

Back to post.jus found out tt im running a fever =.= an hour ago.went to sch for history lesson in d mornin which im nearly late. den to bai bai my ah ma hu is currently in d heaven nw.followin whn to lot1 to do sum shopin n went lunch wif mama at wan chai hong kong tea hse.reach hm in d aftrnn wifout gg further shopin as in between kp running to d toilet,felt lyk vomitin n headache.on my way home while takin 188 bus,saw yan qi,waved n said hi.aftr reachin hm,gt to noe frm my dad tt if i wana go on star cruise nw it is stil possible as my bro is gg tdy n i wanted to join bt bcos of tis fever,it spoiled everytink.

Subsequently,my dad even"cheated"mi into drinkin tt bitter chi medi.1stly,he told mi tt tis medi is nt bitter bt gav mi a sweet b4 i started drinkin =.=.2ndly,told mi tt drinkin tis wil smoothen my throat.bt whn i drank i feel tt my throat was burning instead.N i can tell u if dere was no sweet provided i can guarantee i comfirm vomit d chi medi out sumor d chi medi is black in colour!!yucks!

"Admit your mistake,do not push to blame,accept it.Learn from your mistake,reflect all you can,what have you done wrong,what can you do to make it better.Last of all,do not repeat the mistakes you've done."taken frm my kor gabriel's blog.i hav learnt alot of tinks frm him.N ofcos oso grateful of him n my best fren miss KOH YING MEI !! dey gav their hands to mi went i nd help most.lend mi a shoulder for mi to cry on whn i nd a support.walked d thoughest road of my life wif mi.jus wanted to say thx! =) n if dere is 1 dae u nd mi,i promise i wil b by yr side lyk wat u hav done for mi too.dun ask mi y i suddenly wrote tis,can i said jus came to it n felt touched? hahas n nt tt im nt touched in d past,jus tt i couldn't find a chance to tell u so.. yup.

Lastly,tis is for my dear.
mr black,i noe tt u r gg through alot of pain n misery nw.so im here to assure u tt no matter wat i wil stil luv u even if u dunid it anymor.i noe i may sound childish bt i jus wana say i wana b wif u forever.In a relationship dere is always ups n dwn.i hav faith in our relationship n blive tt it is strong enuff to withstand any obstacle tt's ahead of us.bt on top of all,jus lyk u nd 2 hands to clap,a relationship consist of 2 ppl.dun b afraid of d future bcos future is in our own hands.trust mi jus go along as per normal n everytink wil b fine.

guess tt's d end of my post,all d best to those hu r takin their O lvls.Work hard n play hard !

well as u can see tdy is my dad bdae... well im stil tinkin wat to giv my dad bt whnever i asks him he wld rpy" i dun nid anytink u jus concentrate on yr studies tt's gd enuff for mi " bt as u noe everybody wish to recieve a present frm their beloved ones. or even dey r xpectin one however i did dissapoint him whn he asked mi if we shld go out n eat tonite. n u can say i was foolish enuff to say " tot we jus went to crystal jade ytd to celebrate mother's dae? " n forgotten tdy was his bdae until i asked for his ic to double check. at that point in time i can see d Dissapointment wearin on his face. i mus hav hurt him. bt anyway its nt past 12 yet , meanin dere's stil ways tt i can tink of to celebrate his bade.

Message to Dad,
if you are reading this, I would want to take this oppunity to thank you for everythink that u have done for this family.We really appreciate it and hope u know it too.I know that you have done your best and how much efforts u have put in. u always gave the best to us and selfless towards yourself. however there are times that we disaggree but no matter what happens we will always be on your side supporting u . Happy Birthday to my best daddy i ever had =)
from: mama, peiling, lin wei ( we loves u )

9/5/08 (friday)
Went to dar dar hse aftr sch ...intented to study and do my hm wk bt ended up playin hahas,oso brought jj (his dog) dwn for a walk.lata eugene,chong han and eric came too.and once agn chong han played play station n eric computer games(duno wat game) and dere my fav dear playin boxing =.=. following ard 5.30pm as his mama was comin home and i was embarrassed tt i always go to his hse so left earli and he sent mi home.on bus it was suppose to b a long trip bt whnever im wif him d tym seems to pass faster den ususal.and he acc mi until d door step of my hse..n guess wat hapns ? my papa n bro was on my way to pasar malam so i joined dem too.in d life we spoke nth xcept tt my bro kp calin mi stupid... irritating him. den whn on seperate ways as dar nd to go home to buy dinner for his mum.


10/5/08
Went to bugis street wif my dearest chiao zhen, hui li and his fren enzo.as i had been yearning to go to town as it has been sum tym since i last visited dere. well... everytink stays d same dere .. brought a dress and went to took sum pic ^^ bt unfortunately my com had sum probs n was unable to show it to u guys here .. bt i wil upload dem to friendster asap =) aftr which i went to mit dar dar agn .. as im missing him and took jj for a walk agn.didnt hav much tym bt as long as im able to c him tt's enuff for mi .

11/5/08
And finally the day has come ...tis is our 1 month anniversary!!! hahas has been longing for tis da to come bt unfortunately it crashes wif Mother's day ...Zzz brought my mum to crystal jade for dinner and guess hw much it cost for a 6 dish meal ? $122.90 !! can say tis reali caused a hole in my pocket.. n to my surpise dar dar say he will b mitin mi aftr dinner!! well actuali im touched tt he make d effort to mit mi up b4 tis dae was over. went to jp to brought our mama presents!! hahas n we brought d same presents too! even flowers XD hahas den went to his hse to gav d present n aftrward sent mi home... can say im trembling whn i saw his mama n was at a lost for wrds.. and bcos of tis wanted to say hapi mother's day bt instead i said hapi mama's day ... totally ashamed -.-" in bus we had our kiss gd bye hahas actuali i oso duno wat im doin at tt tym bt ... well it jus hapn. reached home n tis is d 1st tym my dad invites a guy to my hse !! im proud of u dar dar ^^ and d dae ended wif d wrd i luv u .

im reali agitated by d coming O lvls.,n nt getin a move on at the same tym.werid i noe. the feeling has came back,mind filled wif him all day long.and he himself felt d same too.had been gg out recently n consistently,funny tink is a dae too us felt lyk a yr long. and ytd we were chattin on fone den i realise tt tym is gg fast yet slow...fast in d way tt 5 months had alrdy past n in a blink of eye we will b sitin for our O and N lvls... slow in d sense tt we jus gone out tgt ytd bt it seems lyk we had nt met each other for a long tym while we r home.hahas in terms of shoppin ...i hav to say sry to chiao zhen n xin hui,as i always agrees to go out bt last min cancelled as i forgot i gt tinks on..dui bu qi..bt i reali missed bugis street!!!oh ya!n on top of all hav to say bon voyage to my mum hu is in hong kong nw bt comin back tdy hahas.hrm.. wonder wat hav she gt for mi >.< for studies i can only say 一落千丈.tt's all for tdy , wait for my nxt post ! bbye!