Had been stayin at home since last wk.simply bcos nth interest mi.duno wats gg on bt feelin tt im losing myself.whn ever i feel lyk studyin i can't.my mind jus dun belong to mi any longer.well,bt to *******.im stil waitin for the tym to come whn i can pluck up my courage to tell him the feelings i had for him.however it seems to take mi forever =.= i admit tt im scared of him rejectin mi.through all d relationships i had,iunderstand wats d taste of a broken hart n surely dun wish to end up lidat agn.each tym i wanted to send a msg to him sumtink seems to b pullin mi back,tellin mi"hey u may disturb him in d middle of his wk,u irritates him!"is tis called '1 sided luv'? i suppose it mus be..or mayb i shld jus forget abt him n go on wif my life? dere's nv a rite tym to say gd bye perharps its tym for us to go on seperate ways.tis few days i had been staring at my fone jus to check if dere is a single msg frm ******* bt to my dissapointment no.is tis tellin mi to go? i noe i am nt being strong nor independent bt i jus can't help it,tt's y is called fallin in luv!