todae i gt back my chinese paper ... i failed... hahas vv badly. hrm mayb im jus nt the 1 for takin o level chinese ? hahas i wil wk hard tis yr n see ... if i failed agn ... mayb i wil ask for droppin back 2 NA paper bahz ... in tat way at least i can pass. i was cryin n laughin at d same tym in d class. tinkin tat laugher wil stop tears frm fallin ? its nt true !! feelin reali bad tis few dae as... i tink tat im spendin alot of my pa $$ which i dun wish 2 ... my pa always put family b4 himself. he wld rather nt eat n tell us he's on a diet to buy us tinks .even tot he didnt say, bt i understand so i begin wkin hard for my studies as to make him hapi bt ... wat other ppl tink is tat im jus showin off.oso relationship prob has been pullin dwn my grades too... in co ... hahs even worst ... stress!! bt a gd piece of gd news.. hahs im tthe SL(sectional leader) for woodwind section hezz .. al tot i noe it wun last long bt hapi 2b 1 . studies... hahas lots of project wk comin to mi ... argh!!! n plus im d leader... den todae giv my members wk to do den dey start giv mi faces... dun dey noe tat im doin even mor thn thm ?? bside tis project i stil nd 2 do another for my china trip for presentation. feelin tat ... if dey dun lyk mi thn jus tel mi i wil let go of my positon. 7 mor daes to china...